Nobody ever wants what they've got.

That's a line from a book i am reading. I am almost 30 in about 5 months. I am on ssi i get food stamps and i am considered disabled. I got a letter just today about my food stamps. After i was done having my to early midlife crisis. It hit me that someone who let my life recently was right it is time to change what i don't like about my life instead of just sitting around feeling sorry for myself . So after i figure out what to do about something over the phone tommorow I am going to start reading the book my friend bought me about screenwriting and figure out a way out of here. I have been blessed i have somewhere to stay health insurance medicne doctors and food. I have family and friends that help me out when i need it. I just want something more from my life. When it is over with i want to say i have done something. I might not change the world but i would like to change my life.