Anger and Frienship

I have found that you truly find out who your friends are. I am angry over something. I have this belief that if i don't do something to you i don't put up with you doing it to me. If your a true friend then you show up for people when they need you. Someone let me down and i know that happens but it still is never easy. I have been having a hard time recently. My anxiety has been acting up and what is happening has not made it easier. Also now i have to have my gal bladder taken out. I find out Tuesday if and when. I have to do something tomorrow that is not easy. I just pray i have what it takes to do it.