Talking To God

Last night I had a hard time i needed to talk to God. I just felt something blocking me. I talked to two friends who prayed with me. One was even at a movie and still called me to pray. Things have been going on lately changes have been made. There will be someone new at work with us she is great but it is still a change. I have to have surgery the 14 th of October and the thought of being put to sleep scares me. This panic just sets in what if he doesn't know what he is doing even though i know he has been a doctor longer than i have been alive. I have been told that i will be fine that it will not be a big deal. I will feel better when it is over. I will have to take time off of work which is not going to be fun. I need to write though and get my winter sweaters out of my back room. Back to talking to God. I have a hard time with it I am a new christian. My best friend tells me it is like talking to her. I am going to try to do that everyday and get better at it. My life has been difficult lately with everything going on in my family and with my health. I am going to try to have a good day. Lord be with me throughout the day.