This Panic Feeling

There is this feeling i get at times. When my anxiety disorder acts up and it is like the whole world seems wrong. I am in Memphis this week with my best friend who lives here. I have had fun and the feeling hasn't been as strong. It just seems like sometimes the my world is not what it should be. I was anointed Saturday night. The empty feeling is gone, yes but the panic feeling is not. I guess it is something i should discuss with my therapist. I will in 2 weeks. I am at a library right now that is bigger than most and i am fixing to go look at all the books. Which is heaven on earth for me.